I'm Serious

when i'm serious,i mean it.
when i have the will i'll do it..i'm not kidding..
but, why when i have a will to do so and you stop me??
i felt very upset about you...
i doesn't mean to explain what i did wrong...cause you already accuse me to the dead end...
but now i'm trying to start it over again..as for a prison also have a second chances right???but why don't I??why??
Now,i'm have anymore feeling of doing it...i'll just let it slip...i don't even care...i just do what i like...and i promise myself...i won;t being beaten by your comment...i'm that weak....i'm not that s**t...i'm better than you think...and i'll prove it...

Did i stop??

my foundation year already entering second semester already.
but frankly speaking..i never felt that i had been doing a good job as a student..i never study hard..and the result just put all of it into image..my cgpa is damn low..althought still can considered ok...but i know that i can get better than that for many many times...but why i didn't??did i just stop my work at the standard of form5...cause the foundation just the basic of form 5 and turn to become english and added some addition knowledge...maybe i did just stop there...why i can't just admit that i'm lazy enough to just give away all the precious time...