她终于回到我身边了

突然电话响，没有看过的电话号码。
不理那么多了，接了，很熟悉的声音：请问明耀在吗？，我是，是你吗？
不多说，眼泪都流了出来...
你终于都回到我身边了...好开心，心中的愉快是无法用文字来表达。
这次的相遇真是上天再给我们的一次机会...我会好好珍惜的。

我能做什么？

我不想这一切的发生，但是你却偏偏再次伤害我还有你自己。为什么？
我的心真的很伤，你懂吗？
心痛的知觉不是那么好受，请你刀下留人啊！！！！！
你掌管着一切，我连开口的机会也没有，这算是什么？？现在我开始讨厌你可以吗？
很矛盾。。。。

I'm Serious

when i'm serious,i mean it.
when i have the will i'll do it..i'm not kidding..
but, why when i have a will to do so and you stop me??
i felt very upset about you...
i doesn't mean to explain what i did wrong...cause you already accuse me to the dead end...
but now i'm trying to start it over again..as for a prison also have a second chances right???but why don't I??why??
Now,i'm have anymore feeling of doing it...i'll just let it slip...i don't even care...i just do what i like...and i promise myself...i won;t being beaten by your comment...i'm that weak....i'm not that s**t...i'm better than you think...and i'll prove it...

Did i stop??

my foundation year already entering second semester already.
but frankly speaking..i never felt that i had been doing a good job as a student..i never study hard..and the result just put all of it into image..my cgpa is damn low..althought still can considered ok...but i know that i can get better than that for many many times...but why i didn't??did i just stop my work at the standard of form5...cause the foundation just the basic of form 5 and turn to become english and added some addition knowledge...maybe i did just stop there...why i can't just admit that i'm lazy enough to just give away all the precious time...

思念是一种病

当你在穿山越岭的另一边我在孤独的 路上没有尽头一辈子有多少的来不及 发现已经失去最重要的东西 恍然大悟早已远去为何总是 在犯错之后才肯相信错的是自己他们说这就是人生试著体会试著 忍住眼泪还是躲不开应该有的情绪<>我不会奢求世界停止转动我知 道逃避一点都没有用只是这段时间里 尤其在夜里还是会想起难忘的事情<>我想我的思念是一种病久久不 能痊愈当你在穿山越岭的另一边我在孤独的路上没有尽头时常感 觉你在耳后的呼吸却未曾感觉你在心 口的鼻息汲汲营营忘记身边 的人需要爱和关心藉口总是拉远了距 离不知不觉无声无息我们总 是在抱怨事与愿违却不愿意回头看看 自己想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情<>也许是上帝给我一个试炼只是 这伤口需要花点时间只是会想念过去 的一切那些人事物会离我远去而我们终究也会远离变成回忆oh 思念是一种病oh 思念是一种病一种病多久没有说我爱 你多久没有拥抱你所爱的人当这个世界不在那黱美好只有爱可以 让他更好我相信一切都来得及别管那些纷纷扰扰别让不开心的事 停下了脚步就怕你不说就怕你不做<>别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

The Feeling Of Back to Hometown

As soon i step on my hometown-Penang island...
i felt like "i'm home..."
the familiar place for me...although got a little change but change is good it have become a better place.
i Love Penang so much...LoLx...

The Mistake That will cost me regret for Lifelong

Few days ago...i did a really big mistake of my life. I start to notice it after i done it. This is really making me a big headache. Hope the GOD up there will forgive me...but i'm sorry, really really sorry..i wish i could turn back time to prevent that happened..But i knew that wouldn't happened, just wish that GOD will forgive me..if i get punished i also will accept it...cause that is all my fault....

The New Fellow...

Since i came to kl, what a big city which seems unfamiliar to me...
but after few weeks of study...i made some enw friend...got malay,chinese(banana),indian...even arabian....what the heck....
but they all are very nice..nice to hang out with them,quite cool...
and i learn many things from they..especially rude word...haha....tamil, cantonneese, even arab......
from what i've knew here...KL lifestyle is totally different from my hometown...it seems good from the outside....but from the inner part of the city is totally contaminated...the people here are weird,their looks,their wearing attire....(i didn't mean to say that...and it doesn't mean to all of the fellow at KL)....

My university Life..

My university life at here is considered sucks...
the place i stay have nothing else to do except study...
the place i study have nothing to enjoy except go to KL...
the place i study have no girl to see except the ugly 1...haha...just kidding

Once again i miss my hometown for a very good reason...FOOD OF PENANG IS THE BEST...
this is the most good reason for me to miss my hometown...
LoLx

Leaving The Blogspot For A Moment...

Aikz..it's sad to leave and can't post a blog on blogspot...but no choice lar....i will try to keep update my blogspot..





STAY TUNED

Leaving Soon....

i'm leaving penang soon...quite in a sad mood...somemore my window live messeger ID got problem lagi...
aikz...quite miss here actually...
miss PENANG lor...my hometown...which include my family..my room...my bed...my pillows..haha...
but what can i do...time is passing by without a noticed....clock is ticking everytime...you don't appreciate and use it...it just slip away...no more chances to return it back...even you are GOD....
Just remember don't do silly things or stupid things which waste your time....


few months ago...i'm looking for the day that i go to outstation for further studies...but now i wish i could turn back time and stay here for a longer moment...
too late for that already...so i have to be looking forward also....
I"m ready for it..
I'm prepared for it....
I'm happy for it...
LoLx

The Time Has Arrive

The time has arrive,
The last word spoken,
The last view is beautiful,
The last long friendship...

The time has arrive,
The new life is started,
The new friends has met,
The new friendship being made...

The time has arrive,
And it will not ever end our friendship....till our LIFE END!!!

Things Changed???

Some of my friends just back from NS....
just meet him recently..and bring him to meet up some old friends.
when we having a chat..one of them say that KH which back from NS and changed already..means become someone else.....
and now i'm back at home..thinking of those words...he has been changed??changed to what??mutation to someone else???people are not changing but growing up...maybe before he is going to NS he is a little bit funky and not serious when he is doing something important...
i think he is growing up but not changed...
i believe that he is thinking of being good and serious whenever he doing for something...
maybe he just had that thought but didnt do that....
maybe now he is thinking of something right and have the thought of want to do it right....
and this call changed???human are hardly to changed....just keep growing up...
i read thru some articles about home education...
there is always one sentence:Parents are always right....want to protect our children..just not in a direct way of doing that or in the way which children can't accept....
we always heard that parents want his own kids to stay away from drugs and those bad habbits and some bad attitude friends...parents always strictly say that out...but why don't do it in a indirect way...maybe your children will accept it...try to get into their world...parents also have become a teenager before...try to get into that time...what are you thing about what your parents ask you to do...what have to be done and what should be done...
it's the same....just keeping from generation to generation....
people never learn...why don't teach in a another way...
Things never changed....what change the most is the thought of human...

My Friend....My Family...My Everything...

Soon i will go to somewhere far from my hometown...for further study....
aikz....people told me that i should be happy cause finally can free from home and going outstation to enjoy the feeling of freedom...But i'm totally different..i felt lonely,i felt alone,i felt sad...i'll miss all of my friend,my family,my everything.....
Yesterday,thursday night...just had a reunion of my primary classmate...
GUYS,you all are the best...since we are in secondary school we rarely meet(except for the boys)...
miss ya so much...everybody changed...but 1 thing will not changed...our friendship....
the date is getting closer...the main intake is coming soon...many of us will go to ourstation for matrics or further study...
but don't let our friendship rip appart by these distance problem...

My First Donation of Blood...

The recent monday,i go GMC for blood donation for some private reason...
afternoon 1.25,just had my lunch and preparing for bath...and afterwards go to GMC for blood donation...
actually,i'm quite nervous...and scare...
2.05p.m., reach the hospital main entrance....one more thing...all of the hospital air-condition is very cold 1..except for the stupid GH...
walk into the hamaetology section for the check up at my health...so that i won't be fainted after blood donation....
erm...a nurse came to me...says her:Mr. Yeap...
replied by me: Yes, here...
she show me the direction for the room for the blood donation...
hmm...full with the equipement....
i lying on one of the chair...saw her getting some sort of bag which normall called blood bag...
OUCH!!!a big needle is being get into my skin...but it isn't that pain....
then she pass me a fibre ball...ask me to hold it...to let the blood out from my arteri....
after a while....500cc of blood is gone out from my body...
aik...my 1st time.....
haha....

Crushed On Engine...

One day,my father ask me that what will i choose for further studies?
I answered,mechanical engineering...
on that time i just depends on my strong subject and my little interest in mechanic,ENGINE...
is engine counted in mechanical??i also don't know...but what i know is engine is a device which convert heats to mechanical force...
anything la...chosen to study mechanical..at least got related to some sort of engine stuff...
and i don't like about electrical..so thats why i don't choose mechatronic...BAD CHOICE...

Since my holiday is very free....
i surf online to get some information on engines...V8..V10...V12...
turbocharge engine...natural aspirted engine...how to tune up a car engine...
which part control the specified performance of car...such as..stabilizing....horsepower...exhaust...downforce...torque...
many of this...i can differentiate what is the turbocharge car and natural aspirted car function...
the advantages and disadvantages...
i'm really have a crushed on the engine...
now i'm very admire the inventor or engine...have such great idea to make things goes on with suprise.....
V12 engine Zonda Pagondi...best supercar on the road...V12 engine which can produced up to 756horsepower or 760PS....
V12 engine ferrari ENZO...best supercar or can conclude in ultracar...most luxurious car on the road....top speed up to 368kmph..or 217 miles per hour....
wow...incredible.....

All My Old Friends Are Coming Back To Me Now...

These days are quite busy with outgoing with friends...
but what really make me feel happy is to get back along with my primary schoolmate...
it's already 5 years we didn't have a chat or a meet...
Saturday morning...gone to the primary school of mine,HAN JIANG,that day was the sportday the school...
my old friend suggest we all gone back to have a gathering of some old schoolmates....
when we met up...there got so much things to chat...everybody got changed...but one thing is still the same...
that is our friendship...we still can have a chit-chat...i felt so great...
after that we gone Queensbay for a movie...One more girl i get met up with...SOO MING...
Aikz...last time i used to be shorter than her...LOUSY HOR>?shorter than a girl??but she is really tall lar...
i haven't grow up..but now i stil got a bit shamed...i just almost same height with her ....

Times gone faster than we could catch it....
everybody have to go on for further studies...
for me,i'm going to Petaling Jaya....
others???gone away ad...
but now we got contact ad...those from outstation must contact so that we can go back to penang once a month...
gathering once a month...okie lar hor???haha....


FRIENDSHIP FOREVER............

An Old Friend Chat...

This will be there first of my english language post...

If there is any mistake in english language...Please forgive me....
Saturday morning...day after i get sleep at 4am...actually is the same day...
I just slept for 4 hours...my friend ask me for football... i wake up and attend it..just don't want to break my promise.....
when i reach there...they started without me...i saw all of them are CLHS ex-student...
felt happy when meet them...can conclude this as a gathering....
they started andi can't join them...so i go for hiking there...

After all the sport...
i met my old friend...Ying Yu...know him since kindergarden...about 14 years already...
we get in to the same primary school after kindergarden...then we had be in the same class at primary school for 6 years..after that...secondary school still the same...but the class different....
but we still in contact....but since form 4 started...we haven't spoke or chat for a long time ago....

Today....
i spend my time with him....
we have a chat...chat about our past time..our childhood...our primary schoolmate...
from friendship till future planning...future planning till life phillosophy....
after that....he say something makes me felt i had grown up....
He says:hey...beng...you had changed so much from what had u act in primary till secondary till form 4...
I replied him:erm...i had been doing some thinking about my future and my family....about my family economic status....and what should i choose for my further studies and what option which i can take...
he also gives some advice for me...i also gives some advices to him...
changing opinion....
He let me know that myself had changed much from the OLD me and the NEW me...
but for me,I AM who?I AM SPECIAL...I AM THE ONE...I AM THE ONLY ONE IN THE UNIVERSE...NO ONE CAN BE THE SAME LIKE ME....
haha....funny

搭巴士

今天我和朋友出去逛街...我提议说要搭巴士,原因是因为我很久没有搭了,怀念以前搭巴士的日子.

下午三点半到了光大的巴士总站....坐在长凳上,等待着巴士的来临...
以为我将搭坐的是有冷气,有良好的座位,有一位友善的司机的巴士..
不久巴士来了...我眼前一慌,我只看见一辆陈旧的破烂巴士..没有冷气,没有良好的座位...
更惨的是那位司机的态度..差极了...
上了巴士,找座位做,坐在一个破了一个大洞的坐椅..还看到里面的<内馅>...
可悲啊...隔了几年槟城的巴士服务还是没有改善...
政府还宣称要将槟城的旅游业搞好...废话一大堆,没有良好的交通服务怎么能吸引观光客呢?
希望政府实施他们的诺言,将巴士的服务更提升来吸引以及帮助旅游业...


已经有两年没有搭巴士了..以为巴士服务会有改良,会比以前更完善...真失望....

客人永远都是对的吗?

今天我妈妈的餐馆和光明日报联合举办了一个盛会<天大地大 吃饭最大>
我妈妈的餐馆被选为精选餐馆...
我们举办了免费送出一道菜肴名为<厦门薄饼>...每人可剪下光明日报星期五刊登的固本来换取一人份的厦门薄饼...

两个钟头的时间来换取薄饼...不算长也不算短....
客人不断的来...忙得不可开交....时间很快就溜过了....
终于两点了....那位光明日报的代表也用麦克风说明了换取薄饼的时间已过了....
刚好有一对夫妇走进来了...带着小孩来...我便走上前去待那客人....
刚开始他们没有表决说要换取薄饼...他们也有点上薄饼...
过了不久,他们也差不多吃完了....
那为先生说道:麻烦结帐....
我便拿着单据走上钱,总共七十四元...
他看了一会儿...便说:你们不是说免费送薄饼给客人的吗??
我接着解释说我们只是在限定的两个钟头给客人换取薄饼...
他却很生气的说:你们怎么这样做生意的?
刚好那位光明日报的代表向他解释...
他还发飙的喊说:这家餐馆真差劲,以后都不来了...
我忍无可忍....我狠狠的说一句:先生,为什么你那么不知羞耻的...在你孩子面前也能做出那样的行为,吃了还赖账??
我直接走到电话准备打给警局...
突然他自己走到柜台前付钱.....
当时我真的很爽...第一次骂人骂到那么爽....

不久,那场风波也过了....客人还是那么多...
有一张订单的客人自己跑到别的桌子坐了下来...
因为他们的订单还是刚刚写的...我一转头又有人把刚才的空位给坐上了....
我也写了订单也拿到厨房了....
因为有蛮多客人的关系...有些客人显得不耐烦了..有些也很通融的等待....
终于到了刚才我提到的那两张订单...两张订单也一起可以上菜了....
先到的客人很不耐烦了...我们也尽快把菜肴端上...虽然菜肴要上桌了...他却不耐烦地说一句不吃了.....因为他看到比他迟那一分钟的客人先得到菜肴吃...
多等那几秒会死吗???
差不多全部的菜肴都可以一起上桌了...他却....
我爸爸在旁也说算了....我也忍着走到柜台收他的饮料的钱....他摆着他的臭脸....
我也很客气的向他道歉....说了一声对不起......
我做到这样了他还破口大骂...你们这些人真的很没用....
我火大了起来...我当场把他的单据给撕破了...
我直接说:请你现在离开这里......
他还自以为是..以为自己就是对的....哪里知道其他的客人都帮我.....
有些客人还骂他无良.....哇...这世上真的还有那么好心的人啊.....

要到下五三点钟了....
一切风波都过去了....
我带着疲惫不堪的身躯到了房间....
马上躺在床上....睡.....ZZZZZ.....................

五点钟了....
又要到楼下帮忙了...
时间很快就到打烊的时间了...
没有风暴的四小时....
哈哈....

赢...输.....

看了别人的BLOG...觉得很有意思....
有人写做人有时候要认输...又有人写要赢....
把这两个稿子做个对比,很搞笑吧...
人的本性是怎样无人能知..这都要看各人的....
我常听一位朋友说:赢了又怎样...输了又怎样....
他这人是挺有上进心的..但他做事不强求...这可能是他个人的看法吧...
事实上,有谁不想赢?赢了有多威风....可以炫耀一翻...
但赢的只能是一个人吧...那么其他输的呢??那些人都是废物吗???

另一方面来看,总是做输家也不是很好吧...
矛盾吗???
在现实生活里,人人为了赢而不择手段;有人输了不愤气,想要报复....
需要吗??这都为了什么??为的是别人对你的看观....
当你赢了,旁人的眼光都是看你是高高在上的....
当你属了,旁人的眼光就像是贬低你那样....
没办法,现实就是那么残酷.....
如果能给自己一个目标...尽管向自己的目标前进就好....
但做人目标还是要放得远一些....
虽然我说的一切有些矛盾,但我相信把自己做好就可以了....为了自己的将来打拼...
明天会更好....

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今天我被一位朋友骂了一句犯贱...没关系,他也不是我什么重要的朋友...
他骂我的原因是说我到处去认识女生....
真想骂一句:他*的.....
不懂情况就乱骂一通....当时我只是看到我的小学朋友...打个招呼,这样也算到处认识女生...
更惨的是我朋友也问我他是谁.....我也不懂得怎么答她....她可是有男朋友的...被她听到了我也蛮尴尬的.....
之后我向小学朋友道歉....过后便向我那堆朋友解释说那位女生是我的小学同学....
那个骂我的人还很大声的说:明耀不用伪装啦,你的嘴那么甜,随便认识女生也可以啦..不用解释啦...
妈的!!真想打死他...自以为跟我很熟.....我想告诉你:你不认识我,不那么了解我....请不要随便批评我...因为你没有那个资格......

假期

好长的一个假期...
我开始觉得厌倦了...
好想快快的上课了...
我的朋友..认识快十二年了...他到了美国...好大的一个国家...
他寄了一些他在那边拍的照片给我...好羡慕他....
他可以去到一个那么好的国家申学...真替他高兴....
他已经呆在那里有三个月了...时间过得好快....他已经开课很久了...
而我呢??还在家里无所事事....

希望时间快快的过,好让我可以快快开学...
好想上课....

GAME

以前我对电子游戏是带着讨厌的态度....
最讨厌的是那些上网游戏...需要一直UPDATE那些所谓武士的兵器和LEVEL...
很费时,很费力....
我对电子游戏的分析是一种娱乐,但很无聊....
CYBERCAFE越开越多间,这些地方实在是害人不浅....
无论什么人,只要迷上那些游戏就会每天到那些地方作客....

现在我开始对游戏转变看法了(不是每种游戏)....
我对PS2的游戏迷住了....我喜欢上三国无双...
真的很好玩...并一人之力控制整个战争....
自从我开始玩这游戏,我对以前的三国时代的故事了解得更加详细...

而我现在对游戏的看法是适可而止....它是一种的娱乐..只能让你暂时的放开压力....

对不起

对不起...可能对我来说这只是很琐碎的事...
可能在你们的眼中是一件那么严重.....
你们可以批评我...但我的个人看法还是觉得这些都不是那么重要...
正如我的第一篇BLOG<别人的看法>....
我已经表明我怎样去应付别人对我的看法....
可能你们的处理方式和我的不一样....在此我想和大家抱歉....
对不起

抱歉

抱歉,我太久没有UPDATE我的BLOGSPOT 了....
全都是那个笨TMNET....害我没得上网....
他们的工作人员真的很过份.....
一点礼仪都没有...对客人那么没礼貌....
真可悲....

女人

好可怕,女生说一句讨厌你可以是那么恐怖的....
她们生气一个人可以很久....
她们要的东西是说要就要....
她们想得到的东西是一定要的...

恐怖吗???(以上发表并不是针对全部女生所给的批评)

吉兰丹

KELANTAN,我不曾去过的地方...很陌生....
前几天去了那里办一些事,也顺道参观了一些名胜地...
那里大多数都是马来人,华人只占据了很小的数目....
当地的马来饭很好吃,比起槟城的,槟城的马来饭输多了....
那里有很多佛庙,有站佛,有睡佛,也有坐佛...
在那里拍了很多纪念价值的照片....
更让我质疑的是那里的华人怎么庆祝农历新年,因为那里多数都是马来人...
一点农历新年的气氛都没有...这点槟城好很多了...槟城的华人可说是占了一半....
吉兰丹也很靠近泰国...从北部的吉兰丹乘坐车只需二十分钟就可以到泰国了....
可惜我没带护照,不然可以到那里游玩了....

社会败类

我家附近有一群小孩子常常到处玩…他们的年纪应该是初中一,但是他们又不见得有上学…我很好奇,便问住在这里的人…
那人回答我说:那些小孩的父母亲都是以赌博来过生活的,所以不理会他们的儿女有没有学历.
他那么回答让我感到更加好奇…那些父母亲到底在想什么???
自己是过着很不实际的生活…为何还不悔改,而且还要拖累自己的儿女….到底他们不知道自己的下一代将会成为社会的人渣吗??没有学历,没有良好的环境,只会到处游荡…这样他们将来的工作是什么???清道夫吗???
看到他们那么堕落…自己觉得很庆幸,我的家虽然不是人富裕,但是至少我家人给了我一个良好的求学环境…有让我学习的机会,让我能求学….将来也有保障….
好开心有那么好的家庭….

恐慌

做错事时会觉得恐慌??
今天我做了一件让自己真的慌了起来的事....
在那一瞬间....整个人不知所措...
怎么啦??怎么办才好??
种种疑问都浮现在脑海里....
冷静了一阵子....
还是坦白认错吧...反正又不是杀人放火.....
结果真的没事了....
好惊慌啊.....
认错是一件最简单的事....诚心祈求别人原谅...一切都雨过天晴了.....

我该怎么办????

如果喜欢一个人,但是却永远无法向那女生在一起....
我该怎么办???我该放弃吗???还是继续努力???
她真的很漂亮...可能在别人眼中她只是一位普通的女孩子....
但是她给我一种很特别的感觉....跟她聊天可以很自在,很开怀...
她的每一个表情都是那么吸引人...她身边也有很多男生....这也是让我头痛的一个烦恼....
我该怎么办???已经是第四年了.....
我曾经尝试去喜欢上别人...也有和其他女生在一起..但是,我还是迷恋着她.....
我该怎么办???

最后决定

终于有了答案.....
UTAR.....
我的未来求学的地方....
我不懂这是不是最好的选择....
但是我会做得最好.....

哈哈.....

我的将来由谁操纵?

考完了SPM,在等待成绩的揭晓....
我在家与家人商量..在外与朋友讨论...
终于有了答案.....机械工程....
但是,还是要尊重家人的决定....但是他们说要我读别的科系...
现在我该如何???
有谁可以给我一些指示.....

生日会...

刚刚参加了朋友的生日会....
哈哈...好开心咯...
不懂为什么....觉得我身边的朋友都还在一起....
又可以看到他们真的很开心...
因为放假那么久,就没有和他们聚会那么久(一些朋友啦)
现在真的要学会珍惜身边的每一个人了....
有时,要找一个真心的朋友真的很难....
有时觉得女生比较好聊天...因为她们会听你倾诉一切..会帮你想要怎么样解决...
谢谢那些陪我聊天的女生....你们真好...
至于我那群死党....我也要谢谢你们这两年带给我的帮助以及支持...
如:汉彬,声彦,俊榆,义涵,DANNY,伟豪,得业....等等....

我手机被窃的事让我深深的体会朋友的重要性......

好了,坏事不在提了...哈哈....
新年要到了...

人的天敌

人是高等动物...
人不短的发明新的东西来让生活更美满,方便...
但是,人还是有天敌....病魔....
人的身体可说是非常得弱...一旦受到病魔的伤害,那么就变得很脆弱...
最近,我爸老了,心脏有写毛病...他说:人就是赢不过病...
医生报告出来了...说:没什么大碍,只是血压过底...
吓了我们一跳.....
岁月不饶人啊....
我们应该把握我们所拥有的时间,过着充实的生活......

知足常乐

人生原无病不少因自作
想想病疫苦无病即是福
想想饿寒苦温饱即是富
想想生活苦达观即是富
想想世乱苦平安即是福
想想牢狱苦安份即是富
羡慕人家生活好还有人
家比我差莫叹自己命运
薄还有他人比我惡为非
作歹内疚苦多愁多虑病
来磨行善积德福泽多吉
人自有天相助为人在世
一生中无病无灾应知足
烦恼都因想不开忧愁似
为看不破本是长寿人自
使命短促奉劝世间人知
足便常乐

你做得到吗?知足常乐....

我的朋友

"李俊榆"
我这位朋友是我FORM4认识的...我第一天看到他...很讨厌他(因为比我高)哈哈...但他比我小一岁..
我是从C班上到B班的,很自卑...因为我FORM2的纪律处分太差了...
在班上我又遇到我的小学同学...声彦(又高过我)...彦东...尤斌...
在我FORM4刚开学的时候,我很怕...怕功课追不上...所以我很努力...
过了一阵子,我认识了一帮的新朋友...DANNY...伟豪...得业...MIMI...清征...等等....
最令我难忘的是俊榆...人人都叫他"摇头榆"起初还不懂为什么...
不过,之后就知道了...(********)哈哈.......
但是他给我的印象很好,是个乖孩子....爱开玩笑(有时候很冷)...认真上课(有时候聊天)哈哈.....
久而久之,我认识这位又好笑又可爱的朋友啦....
也不懂为什么他常常是我们的开心果,也是我们的XX的目标....(真可怜)....
FORM5了,也跟他同班...真开心...又可以听他讲的笑话...可以看他的搞笑举动....
到了年中,我们整班都开始严肃起来了....SPM将来临了.....
现在完了....好闷哦......
现在有的朋友都失去了联络,幸好我还和你一直保持联络....
对我来说,你算是我的知心朋友了吧...哈哈...
有什么事都可以和你分享(除了女朋友)哈哈....

不过,我还是常常和这位幽默的朋友出去....
很开心可以做你的朋友....

致歉:抱歉我第一次车祸也要算你的份...

待续....

知识

今天早上起床一张开眼就看到我那满满久书的桌子...
我妈叫我把它整理好....好懒惰哦....看了都厌...
不过,没办法妈妈叫的,当然也要整理...
翻一翻那些自己曾经日日夜夜拿着来读的书...里面的字...内容...都忘了...
哈哈...难道我所学的知识都"还"给我的老师了吗?
我想了一阵子,还是不行,我所读的都"还"给老师那我不是白读了吗?
我翻开书本,开目录来看看...喔.....我有回我的记忆了...哈哈....
说真的,很久没有翻开书本就会渐渐把那些所学的都"还"给老师了...
我看过一本书,书名是:知识该藏在哪里?
内容说,知识是一种技能,一种可以让我们终身受益的技能...知识是藏在我们的脑海里....
对我来说,知识是一种技能没错,但不是藏在脑海里,是我们每天在运用它....

希望知识永远在您每天生活当中被运用....

怀念

我好怀念上课的日子....
我这应该叫做犯贱吧....
上课时说:好想放一个长假...
放假时却说:好闷哦,好想上课....
很矛盾,不知如何是好...
可能上课的时候每个朋友都有在身边才不会那么闷.
现在各个都不在了,一些到外州了,有一些到学院上课了,有一些上班了...
每个都忙着自己的生活了....
现在我想上课的原因是我可以再和朋友相见,才不会觉得那么闷了...

上课真好....

心痛

跟她相处了一年七个月...
有开心的,也有悲伤的...
有时她真的很无理取闹,有时她很好笑...
她不算很漂亮,但她在我心中是最好的...
也不懂是什么原因让我心痛,是因为她要离开我了吗?
不懂...眼流下的泪水也只能静静地往肚子里吞...
她呢?她心里怎么想???我想也和我一样吧....毕竟这离开的选择也不是她的旨意...
为什么那些长辈做错了事却要我们来承受这一切...
有时候觉得他们很不负责任,摆明是他们的错,但我们能说什么??
算了吧...这一切不愉快的事就让时间来冲淡吧....
心里的痛真的很难受....

要求

我们常常问别人:你的要求是什么???

要求太高
很难满足

要求太底
决得很低级

庆幸的
我的要求不算很难

可悲的
没有人愿意满足我的要求

我的要求是:有没有人可以听我苦诉我的心事...

孩子的责任...

父母把孩子养大之后,孩子应该做什么?孝顺??
这是当然的...
但是做孩子的我们是不是都听了他们的话,读书...
但是父母们往往会拿他们所认识的亲朋好友的孩子或某某人来跟我们比较...
我个人常常听我父母这么唠叨...我就告诉他们说,我真的尽力了...不是我们不想考好成绩...
我们也想考得名列前茅,好让自己或给家人威风一下...但是,我们考得不是很好,但也不会很差啊?
那为什么你们要拿我们来跟别人的孩子或某某人来比?以为是比赛吗?
如果要拿来比,不如买一台电脑..什么时候喜欢UPGRADE就拿去给电脑商UPGRADE...
我是你们的孩子...不是你的玩具或者工具....我也有我的人权....
我的要求不会很高吧...我只想得到你们的肯定...你们的认同...

婚礼....

今天吃晚餐时,我与我的三位姐姐聊起二姐的婚礼....
我二姐将在今年六月结婚....
当我跟她们聊完了我才恍然大悟,原来婚礼是那么难搞的....
需要筹备这个,筹备那个...多得数不清....
我又听到她们说,男方跟女方要分清当晚请来的嘉宾,男方女方的嘉宾坐多少桌都要分清处...
我心想说:需要吗???都是一家人了啊......分清处还不是这样...分不清还不是一样???
既然要那么计较,试想看那对新人以后面对对方的家人会有怎样的看法???
婚礼应该是一个很快乐的典礼,因为有一对新婚的情侣将步入新一段的生活....
他们将一起生活...无论是开心或痛苦都要一起分享,一起分担....
如果那些琐碎的事都要分得那么清楚,那两人以后的日子是怎么过?
自己要付钱给自己吃的东西???
希望我以后的婚礼会是很快乐很幸福地举行.....

快乐的定义

快乐的定义是什么?
我常常问自己,我快乐吗?
最近以来我都是在我妈妈的餐馆帮忙,偶尔跟朋友出去聚会...
这样的生活其实算是还不错了...那....我快乐吗?
其实快乐是一种轻快的心情,当你觉得快乐的时候你是觉得没有包袱,没有压力....
我最近发现朋友们工作,他们显得烦躁,厌倦,甚至疲惫不堪...
我心里就想,人活着是要幸福,快乐...与其觉得压抑自己去工作,让自己疲惫不堪...那又何苦呢?
不如在家过着闲散的日子,但当他在家里没事做又烦着说无聊....
考试前说:好想快点考完,可以放假..多开心...
考试后说:好闷哦....上班的说:好烦哦....
很好奇......
你们不是说放假很开心吗?为什么又一直诉苦?很矛盾...
到底要怎样才能让自己开心?
很简单,不管做什么都好,只要想着...我现在没有压力,没有不愉快,没有包袱...
那么,你就算是开心了....
更重要的是,当你觉得快乐...周围的人也会觉得比较轻松....

希望所有我认识的朋友,你们可以过着快乐的日子....

人的贪念

人是高级的动物,受过高等教育,会思考,有自己的想法...
但是人们常常犯错.....
在很久以前,世界各个国家打战是为了争取土地,争取权利...为了要统治全世界....
这一切为了什么?为什么会有那样的想法,为什么要统治世界?就是因为贪...
人们的贪念会带来不堪设想的后果....以前大战失去数百万条人命....难道那些人的命一文不值吗?
可能人们认为那是以前的事...
那说现今的社会...
报纸头版头条<女中学生为斗魅力牺牲肉体>,这真是惊动了整个社会....
为了贪得那所谓魅力最佳的名誉而不顾一切牺牲自己的肉体...
除此之外,我们在报道上也可看见一些家庭问题,兄弟为了争取父亲所留下的财产而发生冲突...
甚至于发生凶杀案,这就是贪钱....
年轻的少年们得到了驾驶执照,为了贪求刺激改装摩托车<本人也是,不过改过自新了>为了得到更快的加速,结果还不是发生意外....贪求刺激....
除了这些,还有一些人贪求面子....
这也算是一个很好笑的....
人们爱面子....爱慕虚荣...
别人买新手机,看了羡慕...想要得到..可能想正途去得到,或者去抢<歪念>....
手机原本的功用是为了方便联络...科技发达使到手机有多功用,这是一件好事...但人们往往贪求这些物质享受而引起许多方面的问题...比如青少年会想得到那些新款手机,有钱的得到,没钱的就会起贪念去得到,甚至会去偷...这就是为什么社会上引起这么多的问题...

可见人的贪图是多么恐怖....
希望人类能有真正全球和平的一天....
少了这些贪图就可以了...即使科技没那么发达...只要和平,一切都会是最好的...

别人的看法重要吗?

我门生活在一个社会当中,别人归我们的看法重要吗?
无可辩驳,那是有一定的意义.
当我门做某某东西,家人或者朋友都会给予批评或者看法.
但这重要吗?不管我们做一样东西一定有我们自己的想法(不包括犯法的事),
那既然如此,我们需要在乎别人对我们的看法吗?
别人可能不懂你做此事的原因以及用意而说出一些可能回中伤我们的话.
当我们听到这些话,又可能不敢再继续我们想做的事.
其实别人的看法或者批评,我们应该听,但是重不重要还是由我们自己决定.
如果觉得自己所做的事对自己有意义而不会伤害别人就可以了.