我能做什么？

我不想这一切的发生，但是你却偏偏再次伤害我还有你自己。为什么？
我的心真的很伤，你懂吗？
心痛的知觉不是那么好受，请你刀下留人啊！！！！！
你掌管着一切，我连开口的机会也没有，这算是什么？？现在我开始讨厌你可以吗？
很矛盾。。。。

I'm Serious

when i'm serious,i mean it.
when i have the will i'll do it..i'm not kidding..
but, why when i have a will to do so and you stop me??
i felt very upset about you...
i doesn't mean to explain what i did wrong...cause you already accuse me to the dead end...
but now i'm trying to start it over again..as for a prison also have a second chances right???but why don't I??why??
Now,i'm have anymore feeling of doing it...i'll just let it slip...i don't even care...i just do what i like...and i promise myself...i won;t being beaten by your comment...i'm that weak....i'm not that s**t...i'm better than you think...and i'll prove it...

Did i stop??

my foundation year already entering second semester already.
but frankly speaking..i never felt that i had been doing a good job as a student..i never study hard..and the result just put all of it into image..my cgpa is damn low..althought still can considered ok...but i know that i can get better than that for many many times...but why i didn't??did i just stop my work at the standard of form5...cause the foundation just the basic of form 5 and turn to become english and added some addition knowledge...maybe i did just stop there...why i can't just admit that i'm lazy enough to just give away all the precious time...

思念是一种病

当你在穿山越岭的另一边我在孤独的 路上没有尽头一辈子有多少的来不及 发现已经失去最重要的东西 恍然大悟早已远去为何总是 在犯错之后才肯相信错的是自己他们说这就是人生试著体会试著 忍住眼泪还是躲不开应该有的情绪<>我不会奢求世界停止转动我知 道逃避一点都没有用只是这段时间里 尤其在夜里还是会想起难忘的事情<>我想我的思念是一种病久久不 能痊愈当你在穿山越岭的另一边我在孤独的路上没有尽头时常感 觉你在耳后的呼吸却未曾感觉你在心 口的鼻息汲汲营营忘记身边 的人需要爱和关心藉口总是拉远了距 离不知不觉无声无息我们总 是在抱怨事与愿违却不愿意回头看看 自己想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情<>也许是上帝给我一个试炼只是 这伤口需要花点时间只是会想念过去 的一切那些人事物会离我远去而我们终究也会远离变成回忆oh 思念是一种病oh 思念是一种病一种病多久没有说我爱 你多久没有拥抱你所爱的人当这个世界不在那黱美好只有爱可以 让他更好我相信一切都来得及别管那些纷纷扰扰别让不开心的事 停下了脚步就怕你不说就怕你不做<>别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

The Feeling Of Back to Hometown

As soon i step on my hometown-Penang island...
i felt like "i'm home..."
the familiar place for me...although got a little change but change is good it have become a better place.
i Love Penang so much...LoLx...

The Mistake That will cost me regret for Lifelong

Few days ago...i did a really big mistake of my life. I start to notice it after i done it. This is really making me a big headache. Hope the GOD up there will forgive me...but i'm sorry, really really sorry..i wish i could turn back time to prevent that happened..But i knew that wouldn't happened, just wish that GOD will forgive me..if i get punished i also will accept it...cause that is all my fault....

The New Fellow...

Since i came to kl, what a big city which seems unfamiliar to me...
but after few weeks of study...i made some enw friend...got malay,chinese(banana),indian...even arabian....what the heck....
but they all are very nice..nice to hang out with them,quite cool...
and i learn many things from they..especially rude word...haha....tamil, cantonneese, even arab......
from what i've knew here...KL lifestyle is totally different from my hometown...it seems good from the outside....but from the inner part of the city is totally contaminated...the people here are weird,their looks,their wearing attire....(i didn't mean to say that...and it doesn't mean to all of the fellow at KL)....