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她终于回到我身边了

突然电话响，没有看过的电话号码。
不理那么多了，接了，很熟悉的声音：请问明耀在吗？，我是，是你吗？
不多说，眼泪都流了出来...
你终于都回到我身边了...好开心，心中的愉快是无法用文字来表达。
这次的相遇真是上天再给我们的一次机会...我会好好珍惜的。

我能做什么？

我不想这一切的发生，但是你却偏偏再次伤害我还有你自己。为什么？
我的心真的很伤，你懂吗？
心痛的知觉不是那么好受，请你刀下留人啊！！！！！
你掌管着一切，我连开口的机会也没有，这算是什么？？现在我开始讨厌你可以吗？
很矛盾。。。。

I'm Serious

when i'm serious,i mean it.
when i have the will i'll do it..i'm not kidding..
but, why when i have a will to do so and you stop me??
i felt very upset about you...
i doesn't mean to explain what i did wrong...cause you already accuse me to the dead end...
but now i'm trying to start it over again..as for a prison also have a second chances right???but why don't I??why??
Now,i'm have anymore feeling of doing it...i'll just let it slip...i don't even care...i just do what i like...and i promise myself...i won;t being beaten by your comment...i'm that weak....i'm not that s**t...i'm better than you think...and i'll prove it...

Did i stop??

my foundation year already entering second semester already.
but frankly speaking..i never felt that i had been doing a good job as a student..i never study hard..and the result just put all of it into image..my cgpa is damn low..althought still can considered ok...but i know that i can get better than that for many many times...but why i didn't??did i just stop my work at the standard of form5...cause the foundation just the basic of form 5 and turn to become english and added some addition knowledge...maybe i did just stop there...why i can't just admit that i'm lazy enough to just give away all the precious time...

思念是一种病

当你在穿山越岭的另一边我在孤独的 路上没有尽头一辈子有多少的来不及 发现已经失去最重要的东西 恍然大悟早已远去为何总是 在犯错之后才肯相信错的是自己他们说这就是人生试著体会试著 忍住眼泪还是躲不开应该有的情绪<>我不会奢求世界停止转动我知 道逃避一点都没有用只是这段时间里 尤其在夜里还是会想起难忘的事情<>我想我的思念是一种病久久不 能痊愈当你在穿山越岭的另一边我在孤独的路上没有尽头时常感 觉你在耳后的呼吸却未曾感觉你在心 口的鼻息汲汲营营忘记身边 的人需要爱和关心藉口总是拉远了距 离不知不觉无声无息我们总 是在抱怨事与愿违却不愿意回头看看 自己想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情<>也许是上帝给我一个试炼只是 这伤口需要花点时间只是会想念过去 的一切那些人事物会离我远去而我们终究也会远离变成回忆oh 思念是一种病oh 思念是一种病一种病多久没有说我爱 你多久没有拥抱你所爱的人当这个世界不在那黱美好只有爱可以 让他更好我相信一切都来得及别管那些纷纷扰扰别让不开心的事 停下了脚步就怕你不说就怕你不做<>别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

The Feeling Of Back to Hometown

As soon i step on my hometown-Penang island...
i felt like "i'm home..."
the familiar place for me...although got a little change but change is good it have become a better place.
i Love Penang so much...LoLx...

The Mistake That will cost me regret for Lifelong

Few days ago...i did a really big mistake of my life. I start to notice it after i done it. This is really making me a big headache. Hope the GOD up there will forgive me...but i'm sorry, really really sorry..i wish i could turn back time to prevent that happened..But i knew that wouldn't happened, just wish that GOD will forgive me..if i get punished i also will accept it...cause that is all my fault....

The New Fellow...

Since i came to kl, what a big city which seems unfamiliar to me...
but after few weeks of study...i made some enw friend...got malay,chinese(banana),indian...even arabian....what the heck....
but they all are very nice..nice to hang out with them,quite cool...
and i learn many things from they..especially rude word...haha....tamil, cantonneese, even arab......
from what i've knew here...KL lifestyle is totally different from my hometown...it seems good from the outside....but from the inner part of the city is totally contaminated...the people here are weird,their looks,their wearing attire....(i didn't mean to say that...and it doesn't mean to all of the fellow at KL)....

My university Life..

My university life at here is considered sucks...
the place i stay have nothing else to do except study...
the place i study have nothing to enjoy except go to KL...
the place i study have no girl to see except the ugly 1...haha...just kidding

Once again i miss my hometown for a very good reason...FOOD OF PENANG IS THE BEST...
this is the most good reason for me to miss my hometown...
LoLx

Leaving The Blogspot For A Moment...

Aikz..it's sad to leave and can't post a blog on blogspot...but no choice lar....i will try to keep update my blogspot..





STAY TUNED

Leaving Soon....

i'm leaving penang soon...quite in a sad mood...somemore my window live messeger ID got problem lagi...
aikz...quite miss here actually...
miss PENANG lor...my hometown...which include my family..my room...my bed...my pillows..haha...
but what can i do...time is passing by without a noticed....clock is ticking everytime...you don't appreciate and use it...it just slip away...no more chances to return it back...even you are GOD....
Just remember don't do silly things or stupid things which waste your time....


few months ago...i'm looking for the day that i go to outstation for further studies...but now i wish i could turn back time and stay here for a longer moment...
too late for that already...so i have to be looking forward also....
I"m ready for it..
I'm prepared for it....
I'm happy for it...
LoLx

The Time Has Arrive

The time has arrive,
The last word spoken,
The last view is beautiful,
The last long friendship...

The time has arrive,
The new life is started,
The new friends has met,
The new friendship being made...

The time has arrive,
And it will not ever end our friendship....till our LIFE END!!!

Things Changed???

Some of my friends just back from NS....
just meet him recently..and bring him to meet up some old friends.
when we having a chat..one of them say that KH which back from NS and changed already..means become someone else.....
and now i'm back at home..thinking of those words...he has been changed??changed to what??mutation to someone else???people are not changing but growing up...maybe before he is going to NS he is a little bit funky and not serious when he is doing something important...
i think he is growing up but not changed...
i believe that he is thinking of being good and serious whenever he doing for something...
maybe he just had that thought but didnt do that....
maybe now he is thinking of something right and have the thought of want to do it right....
and this call changed???human are hardly to changed....just keep growing up...
i read thru some articles about home education...
there is always one sentence:Parents are always right....want to protect our children..just not in a direct way of doing that or in the way which children can't accept....
we always heard that parents want his own kids to stay away from drugs and those bad habbits and some bad attitude friends...parents always strictly say that out...but why don't do it in a indirect way...maybe your children will accept it...try to get into their world...parents also have become a teenager before...try to get into that time...what are you thing about what your parents ask you to do...what have to be done and what should be done...
it's the same....just keeping from generation to generation....
people never learn...why don't teach in a another way...
Things never changed....what change the most is the thought of human...

My Friend....My Family...My Everything...

Soon i will go to somewhere far from my hometown...for further study....
aikz....people told me that i should be happy cause finally can free from home and going outstation to enjoy the feeling of freedom...But i'm totally different..i felt lonely,i felt alone,i felt sad...i'll miss all of my friend,my family,my everything.....
Yesterday,thursday night...just had a reunion of my primary classmate...
GUYS,you all are the best...since we are in secondary school we rarely meet(except for the boys)...
miss ya so much...everybody changed...but 1 thing will not changed...our friendship....
the date is getting closer...the main intake is coming soon...many of us will go to ourstation for matrics or further study...
but don't let our friendship rip appart by these distance problem...

My First Donation of Blood...

The recent monday,i go GMC for blood donation for some private reason...
afternoon 1.25,just had my lunch and preparing for bath...and afterwards go to GMC for blood donation...
actually,i'm quite nervous...and scare...
2.05p.m., reach the hospital main entrance....one more thing...all of the hospital air-condition is very cold 1..except for the stupid GH...
walk into the hamaetology section for the check up at my health...so that i won't be fainted after blood donation....
erm...a nurse came to me...says her:Mr. Yeap...
replied by me: Yes, here...
she show me the direction for the room for the blood donation...
hmm...full with the equipement....
i lying on one of the chair...saw her getting some sort of bag which normall called blood bag...
OUCH!!!a big needle is being get into my skin...but it isn't that pain....
then she pass me a fibre ball...ask me to hold it...to let the blood out from my arteri....
after a while....500cc of blood is gone out from my body...
aik...my 1st time.....
haha....

Crushed On Engine...

One day,my father ask me that what will i choose for further studies?
I answered,mechanical engineering...
on that time i just depends on my strong subject and my little interest in mechanic,ENGINE...
is engine counted in mechanical??i also don't know...but what i know is engine is a device which convert heats to mechanical force...
anything la...chosen to study mechanical..at least got related to some sort of engine stuff...
and i don't like about electrical..so thats why i don't choose mechatronic...BAD CHOICE...

Since my holiday is very free....
i surf online to get some information on engines...V8..V10...V12...
turbocharge engine...natural aspirted engine...how to tune up a car engine...
which part control the specified performance of car...such as..stabilizing....horsepower...exhaust...downforce...torque...
many of this...i can differentiate what is the turbocharge car and natural aspirted car function...
the advantages and disadvantages...
i'm really have a crushed on the engine...
now i'm very admire the inventor or engine...have such great idea to make things goes on with suprise.....
V12 engine Zonda Pagondi...best supercar on the road...V12 engine which can produced up to 756horsepower or 760PS....
V12 engine ferrari ENZO...best supercar or can conclude in ultracar...most luxurious car on the road....top speed up to 368kmph..or 217 miles per hour....
wow...incredible.....

All My Old Friends Are Coming Back To Me Now...

These days are quite busy with outgoing with friends...
but what really make me feel happy is to get back along with my primary schoolmate...
it's already 5 years we didn't have a chat or a meet...
Saturday morning...gone to the primary school of mine,HAN JIANG,that day was the sportday the school...
my old friend suggest we all gone back to have a gathering of some old schoolmates....
when we met up...there got so much things to chat...everybody got changed...but one thing is still the same...
that is our friendship...we still can have a chit-chat...i felt so great...
after that we gone Queensbay for a movie...One more girl i get met up with...SOO MING...
Aikz...last time i used to be shorter than her...LOUSY HOR>?shorter than a girl??but she is really tall lar...
i haven't grow up..but now i stil got a bit shamed...i just almost same height with her ....

Times gone faster than we could catch it....
everybody have to go on for further studies...
for me,i'm going to Petaling Jaya....
others???gone away ad...
but now we got contact ad...those from outstation must contact so that we can go back to penang once a month...
gathering once a month...okie lar hor???haha....


FRIENDSHIP FOREVER............

An Old Friend Chat...

This will be there first of my english language post...

If there is any mistake in english language...Please forgive me....
Saturday morning...day after i get sleep at 4am...actually is the same day...
I just slept for 4 hours...my friend ask me for football... i wake up and attend it..just don't want to break my promise.....
when i reach there...they started without me...i saw all of them are CLHS ex-student...
felt happy when meet them...can conclude this as a gathering....
they started andi can't join them...so i go for hiking there...

After all the sport...
i met my old friend...Ying Yu...know him since kindergarden...about 14 years already...
we get in to the same primary school after kindergarden...then we had be in the same class at primary school for 6 years..after that...secondary school still the same...but the class different....
but we still in contact....but since form 4 started...we haven't spoke or chat for a long time ago....

Today....
i spend my time with him....
we have a chat...chat about our past time..our childhood...our primary schoolmate...
from friendship till future planning...future planning till life phillosophy....
after that....he say something makes me felt i had grown up....
He says:hey...beng...you had changed so much from what had u act in primary till secondary till form 4...
I replied him:erm...i had been doing some thinking about my future and my family....about my family economic status....and what should i choose for my further studies and what option which i can take...
he also gives some advice for me...i also gives some advices to him...
changing opinion....
He let me know that myself had changed much from the OLD me and the NEW me...
but for me,I AM who?I AM SPECIAL...I AM THE ONE...I AM THE ONLY ONE IN THE UNIVERSE...NO ONE CAN BE THE SAME LIKE ME....
haha....funny

搭巴士

今天我和朋友出去逛街...我提议说要搭巴士,原因是因为我很久没有搭了,怀念以前搭巴士的日子.

下午三点半到了光大的巴士总站....坐在长凳上,等待着巴士的来临...
以为我将搭坐的是有冷气,有良好的座位,有一位友善的司机的巴士..
不久巴士来了...我眼前一慌,我只看见一辆陈旧的破烂巴士..没有冷气,没有良好的座位...
更惨的是那位司机的态度..差极了...
上了巴士,找座位做,坐在一个破了一个大洞的坐椅..还看到里面的<内馅>...
可悲啊...隔了几年槟城的巴士服务还是没有改善...
政府还宣称要将槟城的旅游业搞好...废话一大堆,没有良好的交通服务怎么能吸引观光客呢?
希望政府实施他们的诺言,将巴士的服务更提升来吸引以及帮助旅游业...


已经有两年没有搭巴士了..以为巴士服务会有改良,会比以前更完善...真失望....